Blogging about not blogging

♥ Yes. It’s #funny and #ironic, but as I had my morning constitutional, I was contemplating writing a post on Facebook about how I haven’t been blogging. Then the idea presented itself to me that I could solve that problem by actually blogging … about not blogging.

To be more specific, my thought was: “It has been … since my last confession.”  Forgive me Lord. My sense of humor is definitely an acquired taste.

So. There are so many reasons why I haven’t bothered blogging, personal tragedies being high in that number. I’m slowly recovering, but I also feel that writing is going to be a big part of my recovery.

Despite the smile above, and my new “whip your hair braids” my friend created yesterday, some days I really just don’t even feel like getting out of bed. I lost my Mom just over a month ago. Before that, I lost my younger cousin Carrie. Before that, I lost my Granny. Before that, I lost my other baby cousin, Moire. Before that, I lost my former best friend … my husband … and almost my SELF.  And this has all happened since 2009.

I’m not sharing this to get your pity, (but I do take PayPal donations. Just playing. I think! 😁) … but rather to leech some of the pain out of my soul and perhaps help someone else.

For a while, I have been telling people that I didn’t want to share my story until I came out the other end. I’m starting to realize though that the other end is sometimes death, and I don’t want to leave this world with my testimony locked inside!!! Bear in mind, I don’t plan to leave this world just yet although I believe in eternal life with Jesus; however, tomorrow is not promised.

What I am coming to realize is transformation and triumph happen moment by moment. Experience by experience. Bold move by bold move.

This is my declaration that I plan to LIVE bold. To free myself and others by my testimony.

Revelation 12:10-11 KJV
[10] … and night. [11] And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death. …

To God be the glory‼️ 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾

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